im a loser

I shouldn't think that things that i shouldn't think, i shouldn't say that things that i shouldn't say!!! im a loser for giving myself a bigbig false hope. A false hope which will cause me fall into a deep hole which i do not know how to climb up from. Im a loser! Please, give me a chance to wake up from that dream which imagine by myself. Im living too happily in that dream it cause me blur. i dont even know what am i doing right know. People say emo come after hyper, i agreed with that d. Emo again and again because of you, how loser im? i just cant figure it out.