Saturday, January 29, 2011

HappyChineseNewYear2011

Chinese New Year is right around the corner!!! is everyone well prepare for it? Have you all finish getting all your new clothes?? I'm here to wish everyone have a great CNY and good luck throughout the whole year!!! gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ar gong xi gong xi gong xi ni <3 Happy Chinese New Year ! Have a safe trip back to hometown yah! drink more water yah!!! <3

Monday, January 24, 2011

我又哭了

我哭是因为我没用,我哭是因为我不懂得体谅你的感受,我的妈妈!

应该是说我从小就没爸爸,但他不是过世了,也不是生病了,更不是失踪了。那他到那去了?
他还很健康的活在人间吧?但,我们没联络了。早在几年前,当你知道我和哥都有了自己的手机时,你还不时给我们打电话。那时,只要看到你的来电显示,我是一定不会接听的!因为我恨你,而且是恨之入骨!你对我们的伤害是再也弥补不了的!我美丽的妈妈,以前身穿名衣手戴名表的她,为了我和哥哥努力工作,把我俩给养大了,身为人父的你又做过什么伟大的事呀?妈妈本应是名家庭主妇,我们一家四口本应幸幸福福的,快快乐乐的在一起的。但这一切都是你一手毁掉的,我美丽的家园!

虽然你还尚再人间,但在我心里,你已被埋藏了,你已没呼吸了。

Sunday, January 2, 2011

im a loser

I shouldn't think that things that i shouldn't think, i shouldn't say that things that i shouldn't say!!! im a loser for giving myself a bigbig false hope. A false hope which will cause me fall into a deep hole which i do not know how to climb up from. Im a loser! Please, give me a chance to wake up from that dream which imagine by myself. Im living too happily in that dream it cause me blur. i dont even know what am i doing right know. People say emo come after hyper, i agreed with that d. Emo again and again because of you, how loser im? i just cant figure it out.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

20101114

The Xplay Library night is really great.Working as the event crew for Xplay Shout. Busying for the whole night, but not forget it is stepping into Sunday 20101114. 1114, what so special? actually really nothing special. But, among the busy night, i non-stop asking people what is the time now, 10.30pm,11pm,11.30pm. Oh god, waiting and waiting, because i m working with my dear friends, i hope to hear for them HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOK at sharp 12, especially you, my bff. Waiting and waiting is the still, keep looking at you, i scare you will forget to wish me, keep asking you the time, i know i m so annoying, but i dont care, i wan you to be the 1st 1 to wish me. Still remember 20091114? You are going back ur hometown, this year? you sure forget i got ask you b4, (wei! you din go back hometown meh?) lucky u r not, back to xplay, i keep asking you the time, and ask shan to be the second 1 who wish me, (Shan, u say u wont,but i noe u will sure wish me) It is 11.57pm, you walk away from me, i so scare at tat moment, i keep looking where you are, my eyes so tired, there are too many people, 11.58pm, my face turn black, im going to get angry, 11.59pm, u appear in front of me, you keep laugh, and i keep saying over liao la, 12 liao la, dunwan fren u liao la, you still showing me ur smiling face, and you say (look at ur phone 1st la) (msg: Happy birthday to u...~ all the best! Bff) a simple a short msg can make me feel very touch very warm very happy. Same goes wit Xiang, i din cry when see shan n zac de msg but you, u make me cry like mad when u sing happy birthday to me thru the phone!!! And Rex, i wont forget u come over and feed me with the sweet, when i m so so so thirsty, at tat moment, the sweet mean everything. Syeli, although i read ur mms after my work, but tat simple melody melts my heart. A simple wish A simple action is really more thn enough, because i dont take u guys as friend, i take u guys as my family, u all is so important for me, important until i willing to go college without class is just to see u guys and eat wit u guys. I do really really love you all. How expensive de present, how tasty de cake also cant compare with a simple wish n action. ALL this things i cant speak out in front of u guys, so the end of this, i would like to make an apologize with all of you. i love you all

 

Monday, October 18, 2010

Baek Seung Jo VS Jiang Zhi Shu

Korea version of It started with a kiss, name as Mischievous Kiss.
Kim HyunJoong as Baek SeungJo aka Jiangzhishu (Taiwan version)
He is cool like how Joe acted as Jiangzhishu, both with their own style. They perform this role damn well<3
KimHyunJoong, SS501's leader, 죄송합니다, now only i realize the appearance of you, 

应该没人比你更帅了, i admit that, even Joe. 


Jung So Min as Wu ha ni aka YuanXiangqin (Taiwan version) 
She is so cute so cute co cute<3 she is just damn cute<3
They perform so well in this drama, it is a nice drama, i watched<3 YOU? Go!!! dont wait
This drama is heng bok kay <3 
Baek Seung Jo Saranghe




Sunday, October 17, 2010

我是孤独的

天蝎的本质:执著  
不要怀疑了,天蝎的一切特性,都源自其执著,对自己的目标的追逐,对自己信念的坚定,对自己的路的坚持,都源于他的本性——执著!很少有人比蝎子更痴情,那也是蝎子对自己爱情的执著。这个本质对于蝎子来说是其成功的一个要素,不过一旦一个蝎子被野心所控制,那么就会对整个世界造成影响。  因为太过于执著,所以天蝎无论是怎么样的,都会表现出过激的反应,对于在自己目标上的障碍,他们会不留情的去铲除。所
以对于蝎子来说,冷酷与其说是本质,不如说是天蝎所常的一个手段,用冷酷来保护自己,是一个蝎子最基本的办法!这个在后边解释!再说说城府,很多人在提起天蝎的时候都会说这个星座的人城府很深!其实不然,天蝎只是对于事物的看法不那么容易表现出来,我们宁可把自己的感觉用行动表现出来,也不习惯用言语表达,所以给人以阴沉的感觉。  
由于对自己信念的执著,所以天蝎对自己所做的一切都是一个投入,一种全身心的投入,这个优点是其他星座所没有的,所以天蝎做事情一般都会成功,因为他们的投入。
不过天蝎并不是很在意结果,他们在意的只是过程中自己的投入,只要他们想做的,就从来不想让自己留下遗憾,所以结果如何,对于蝎子来说不是最重要的,重要的,是他们尽了全力。
所以蝎子都很喜欢这个感觉,无论是做什么,那怕是报复…… 

天蝎的共同特点:冷静   
这个是所有天蝎的特点!在任何事情里,天蝎都喜欢用冷眼看,用自己的理解去分析,从自己的这个方面来判断对自己的影响,天蝎所信奉的是:事不关己!高高挂起!这个也是你不去招惹蝎子,蝎子很少主动去招惹你一样! 
所有的天蝎都孤独   
没有一个蝎子不孤独的,而且他们不害怕孤独,反而可以去享受孤独的滋味。蝎子每过一段时间都要去自己单独的呆一会,他们这个时候会反省自己以前一段时间里所做的一切对于自己现在来说是对还是错误的!不过,他们并不渴望孤独,相反,他们他们渴望的是有人可以把他从孤独里带出来,所以他们会异常的珍惜他们的朋友和爱人,因为只有和真的朋友在一起的时候蝎子才不会感到孤独,因为他们投入的特点,所以蝎子都会十分的厌恶背叛和欺骗!他们不会去背叛和欺骗自己的朋友,同样,他们也同样的要求自己的朋友和爱人不可以背叛自己,欺骗自己。

天蝎致命的弱点-感情:   
蝎子并不是人们通常所说的那个样子,是一个冷血动物,他们的冷酷只是他们的一个伪装。一个保护自己脆弱的心的伪装,蝎子不是象大家想象的那样坚强,他们的投入有一个最致命的弱点。大家都知道期望越大,失望越大的意思,所以,蝎子通常不把自己的感情投入到一个人身上,所以他们用冷酷来吓退自己不感兴趣的人。对于蝎子的报复的,很多人都提起过,说到感情不可以不说天蝎为什么要那么样的报复曾经“对不起”他的人,如果你从上边看到这里,那么你应该可以明白,为什么蝎子会在报复的时候那么的狠毒!   
对于蝎子而言,感情是专一的,是真诚的,蝎子可以无视别人对你的看法,只要他认为你是他的一个朋友,你可以十恶不赦,可以吃喝嫖赌,可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女,可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子,只要你对蝎子是真诚的,那么你就是他的朋友。不过请注意,蝎子是会在一些小事情上来感觉到你对他的感情是否是真诚的,不要以为你可以欺骗蝎子,除非你可以做到滴水不漏,在任何事情上都防备蝎子!否则,你会先尝到蝎尾的毒针!